i dreamt of ms. dj and ms. urquico for 2 nights in a row. they're haunting me; it felt as if they were dead. and the nightmares visited me on halloween and all saint's day. the timing for those nightmares were perfect!

i first dreamed of urquico and how she failed me in class for the 5th time because red and black are not acceptable color schemes for her. so she summoned me to her office (which looked like a 19th century ivy league classroom)and we had a heart-to-heart talk about why am i always failing her class. i told her about my interior design woes and how it was really my parents' idea and she was feeling sympathetic because she shed a tear... then she asked me what i really want to be. i told her i want to be a librarian and she said "darn you!" then she failed me in her class again and trapped me in a library where i can never reach the books no matter how hard i try.

the next dream was about ms. dj and how she was my thesis adviser. i didn't show up for one of her classes and she texted everybody that we should be there by 4 and i received the message at around 3:30 but my house is 2 hours away from my school. then i was stuck in a traffic jam for an hour because somebody's car crashed with a motorcycle (and the medics were trying to pull the decapitated motorcyclist's body from under the car) when a truck full of 10 feet long metal rods crashed and the metal rods impaled the passenger of the car behind the truck... it was gory. anyway, i got there at around 6:30 but she was so mad at me and she shouted that she will not sign my thesis for endorsement because i was so late. i said ok, then turned around and walked away and yet she was still fuming mad and screaming insults and whatnot by the time i got out of the school building.

it is so strange for me to dream of those things when i'm done studying ID, have no intentions of ever studying it again (despite my parents' urging) and i haven't even seen those 2 profs in a while. maybe i just miss them 'cuz i'm going to ust tomorrow.